empty.void.null.

how would you feel
if something that you've been trying for since form1
committed yourself to
aiming for it so much
that you even sort of kept low on other stuff just for it
since form1, remember that
4 whole entire years





and wham!





it smacks you in the face.
just.
like.
that.






there's nothing you can do
but wonder


what might've happened if you'd taken a different route
an alternative way




if you'd accepted the scholarship and gone abroad when you could, if only you could afford it
if you'd stayed in the school that you were supposed to go to instead of shifting to another secondary school back in f1

what would've happened if i was rejected from entering the school?
good,no?





what if?



and



why me?










i can only wonder.






and
God bless you,

you



and you.












i should shift to SU or smtg.
then i could walk to school.