which would you choose? which would you feed?

THE TWO WOLVES

A Native American grandfather was talking to his grandson about how he felt. He said, "I feel as if I have two wolves fighting in my heart. One wolf is the vengeful, angry, violent one. The other wolf is the loving, compassionate one." The grandson asked him, "Which wolf will win the fight in your heart?" The grandfather answered: "The one I feed."

I TOTALLLY COPIED AND PASTED THIS POST FROM JES' BLOG! AM I LAZY OR WHAT? (sorry jessee :))(u noe i love you) :)

Today was totally awesome ! You know why?

Coz I woke up at 1? No....
Coz I ate Italian for breakfast? No...
Coz I can fly? No... That'll be cool though

But it's because...

I was with the A.B.C.J.J.W (Asian Born Chinese Junior Jakun Wuliaos)
Amanda Beatrice Charmaine JesSee Jessica and Winny !!

WE ... went to perform at Monash University for their talentime !
It was so cool ... It had a circus theme and the audience were THE BOMB !!

They cheered and responded to EVERYTHING ! I love them !!

Our performance was awesome ! Will upload tons of pics and videos soooon ... I did a blunder here and there ... SORRY !!

All in all, it was fun and the whole experience was overwhelming ! We camehored alot ! Mostly SIokSendiri-ing and damn__we are POSERS and proud of it!! XD

Can't wait for another performance ...

Oh SHOOT ... It's 2.23 am... I gtg sleep now


Tata~

To ABCJJW:
Please upload EVERYTHING you have ... And so will I ... I had TONS of fun and I hope you did too =P

from fairytalejes.blogspot.com

okay, now for my own upload.

God Bless You! :D

this shall keep you entertained:

The international food shortage
Recently, a worldwide survey was conducted and the only question asked was: "Would you please give your honest opinion about the solution to the food shortage in the rest of the world?"

The survey was, not surprisingly, a huge failure. Because:
In Africa they didn't know what "food" meant.

In Eastern Europe they didn't know what "honest" meant.

In Western Europe they didn't know what "shortage" meant.

In China they didn't know what "opinion" meant.

In the Middle East they didn't know what "solution" meant.

In South America they didn't know what "please" meant.

And, in the USA they didn't know what "the rest of the world" meant.


*grins*

And now for the reaaal deal :D : hope you enjoy what i found.

Chopsticks


A woman who had worked all her life to bring about good was granted one wish: "Before I die let me visit both hell and heaven." Her wish was granted.

She was whisked off to a great banqueting hall. The tables were piled high with delicious food and drink. Around the tables sat miserable, starving people as wretched as could be. "Why are they like this?" she asked the angel who accompanied her. "Look at their arms," the angel replied. She looked and saw that attached to the people's arms were long chopsticks secured above the elbow. Unable to bend their elbows, the people aimed the chopsticks at the food, missed every time and sat hungry, frustrated and miserable. "Indeed this is hell! Take me away from here!"

She was then whisked off to heaven. Again she found herself in a great banqueting hall with tables piled high. Around the tables sat people laughing, contented, joyful. "No chopsticks I suppose," she said. "Oh yes there are. Look - just as in hell they are long and attached above the elbow but look... here
people have learnt to feed one another".

Godblessyou:D

Bear with me, watch this.

PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE

CLICK ON THE FOLLOWING LINK.

YOU MIGHT EVEN CRY! :D

NOPE, NOTHING SCARY, DON'T WORRY OTHERWISE I WON'T EVEN BE LOOKING.

BUT PLEASE, I THINK IT'S NOTHING SHORT OF INSPIRATIONAL.
:D

sorry for the horde of emo posts.



heeheee. (:

but you know i love you.


well, even if i don't, God does :D


even if you're thinking of the most horrible thing to do, the nastiest thing to do,

God still loves you!
because...


God loves us, forever! :D

empty.void.null.

how would you feel
if something that you've been trying for since form1
committed yourself to
aiming for it so much
that you even sort of kept low on other stuff just for it
since form1, remember that
4 whole entire years





and wham!





it smacks you in the face.
just.
like.
that.






there's nothing you can do
but wonder


what might've happened if you'd taken a different route
an alternative way




if you'd accepted the scholarship and gone abroad when you could, if only you could afford it
if you'd stayed in the school that you were supposed to go to instead of shifting to another secondary school back in f1

what would've happened if i was rejected from entering the school?
good,no?





what if?



and



why me?










i can only wonder.






and
God bless you,

you



and you.












i should shift to SU or smtg.
then i could walk to school.

the end or the beginning?

"... Not in this set-up, this environment, this time..."


After all that has been said and done,
after decisions have been made,
after feelings have been expressed,








I really have nothing to say.













If my heart were a bucket it'd be full with different colour,
each symbolising a different feeling, a different perspective.








I don't know if this teacher'll ever read this, but thank you.
For the 3Ps and 2Rs I'm going to face in my life, I'll always remember that you were there to prevent me from going .... somewhere else.


But


It's so hard, teacher.
After you said it, I was quite.. pumped up :D I thought it's be rather.. simple? Well, not THAT hard..
But once I began talking to others, seeing things happening,
it's just so tough, so, so tough.


It's so hard to respond.



Sorry.




But I'll try. I'll conquer it.

Watch me.












A friend sent this to me:
"...continue seeking for God's guidance and rmb to put Him above all :D..."

Thanks, Em.







I also realised that I have lost a friendship, or rather goodfriend-ship.
But I have gained others.
Maybe you, maybe not.
Thanks

leeyuinemilyrushandiane

You guys rock.







DUH.

:D


Lastly, go for CF makan tmr! Don't know whether I can go, sorry Cf orangs! :D
oh pfft. Just thought of a reason why I shouldn't go.
But exaactly for that reason I should go :D

See you there!



Quote Tzi Ying:
God loves us, forever!

Thanks for forever embedding that line in my mind :)




Thanks everybody!


Quote a wonderful teacher:
".......be the best in whatever position you are, be it the leader, the sub-leader, the department leader or even just the follower, be the best in whatever position you are..."

Quote Pn Joyce:
".......In this case, that's the right line to say........"


Thank you God for bringing all these wonderful people into my life!

ugh, i hate this post. ihateitihateitihateit.

hmm.

Sometimes I wonder if I should do something more, something else.

If I shouldn't have done something.

Then I wonder why I bother so much.

Why I bother so much to let alone think about it.

Why I can't seem to let go of the fact that we have changed.

But have we?

Then I think again.

Why do I care so much?

And without realising it, I have gained people who don't even think about caring for me.

They don't even give it a single thought.

Because they just do.

Care, that is.

Maybe I've been caring about the wrong people.

But perhaps

this entire matter is just

a product of my underused imagination.

No worries, it ain't about a guy. :D

heh.

God Bless.

Thanks for the memories

[Insert Smiley here]

:D...